The True Me

Was on the bus listening to my mp3 player when this song played...

REFLECTIONS
by Christina Aguilera

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?


Ok. Other than the fact that I'm still a male, and so it isn't really a girl that my own reflection would depict, the song basically speaks of what I'm currently feeling right now. Especially the last verse which I had bold, it simply says it all. I have so much I wish to tell, so much that I'm going through now that I think I'll just get a nervous break down in no time. Hai. But then who can I really trust to speak my mind off? This is just so hard to do! :(


Very Emo Now - Undergoing an emotional trauma